Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Autumn Leaves

As I sit, eyes fixated on the lazily swaying purple leaves, transformed by an overly-eager autumn, I try desperately to not think.
I, the thinker grown tired of thinking, reflection of the lover, grown tired of loving, wish to simply watch the leaves in peace.
Take me far away, to a land where the remedy for my disease is more than just theory.
Free me from a world turning faster than I can possibly catch up with.

Imagination

Although the eyes may seem to shine,
their desperation can not be tamed.
It is not until the eyes advert
that the truth is allowed to speak.
Distraction is an optical attack on the mind.
Because gravitation is an intangible act
that can not be deterred by reality.
While imagination knows not of fact,
Love knows not of reason.
Love is the complete trust
of a leap into fiction
and abandonment of the past.
It is the indication 
that one has forgotten all they learned,
but remembered all they know.

Collaborative Rhymes

Late night I go to parties
Bring fright and make expired bodies
Load shotties with deer slugs
Representing lost loves
I wear latex gloves
In case the blood floods
Mud
Mixed with dead doves and fecal matter
Run to the club so I can kill faster
Disaster
Serial killin’ master
Use my blaster to break brains
David Koresh handed me the reigns 
I bring pain in God’s name
Find fame in as negative way
Little kid playin’ on the highway
First thought was I could never stay
So I slay, stay up and pray
For young women, time to come and play
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And I’ll fight back as you rape and pillage
You’ll curse the day you ever set foot in my village
With flames from the sky you tried to burn me alive
Crazed from the pain, I’m too insane to die
Don’t even try, for I am the God of the Sky
The moon in my left eye and the sun in my right
Incomprehensible might
Pop-Pop-Bang! I sting like a bee
A slug in your chest before your brain knew you saw me
And as you bleed, remember for the sake of propriety
Killing you was needed to advance our society
All your life you didn’t even know was peace was
You couldn’t hide in a building that was falling to pieces
In a timeless shatter, like the heartbeats of children
Dropping like bombs thrown over the oceans
Exploding, causing each tide to turn
Because reality is only what you have chosen to learn

Happiness

Sitting alone looking at pictures of you
At one a.m.
Those pale blue eyes can’t help but scream
Insanity
Pierce my mind 
Whisper quite softly
Hold me trapped with  what must be 
Impossibility
These dreams of you
Can’t be true
I can not even consider 
Happy
War in my head
Provoke screams from my heart
Unmistakably